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I'm scared. 03-16-10 18:40
I've been having dark thoughts lately. Crying jags in public and seriously thinking about ending it. I need help.
Hmm 03-14-10 21:11
In the end, we all die alone.

True or false?
03-05-10 01:10
two steps forward six years back. wow.
sometimes... 03-04-10 04:34
sometimes i wish i could take it all back, do one big giant do-over. they say hindsight is 20-20 and that's for damn certain.

i feel bad being this kind of person that leeches off of the life of others.
I see my mistake now, it's just a little tragic in a way you won't know. Because lately I haven't felt very nice, maybe for a year or so, and lately I've realized just how much I need to fix my life and get out from this place.

I was crushed like ice. Because you took that truth off the plate and smashed it in my face. I've got to get out of this place.

I need to run.

The look on her face when I said "no, we're just roommates" doesn't stick with me at all. But I don't need to remember because I remember what it's like to feel your heart fall, to stall, look at the wall and leave.

It's a miracle how one transaction in a relationship can turn all the basic suppositions false.

But she never called me and seemed to avoid me the times I tried to call after it happened and she always tried to touch me every stupid excuse. It's real creepy.

So I've known how it would end.

I would have to lose a couple friends.
03-01-10 23:01
If it was 3:00 in the morning and you desperately needed to talk to someone, could you think of a person who would wake up and listen to you?

In a bathroom for me! muahahahha
personally giving it doggy is da bomb so thats that!

don't bitch out! whats ur fav position, and make it anon if u want lol i dont give a poop
02-01-10 00:56
I'm a female and have been on birth control consistently for years.
If I've taken the pills correctly, have sex one night and take that night's pill after sex, but from the day after sex on I don't take my pills (because I order them online and they're not here yet), will this put me at risk for pregnancy?
A punch in the gut 01-28-10 19:35
So in most positions sex doesn't hurt. However, there are two positions - unfortunately my bf's favorite two, and the ones he essentially has to do in order to cum - where I feel like his penis is literally punching me in the bladder, stomach, etc. It's very unpleasant, to the point of pain, and this is when I don't have to pee/haven't eaten a big dinner.

Just wondering if anyone else out there has this issue.
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